Thursday, October 20, 2005!
HandWritten on; 9:40 AM
just came back from ip talk. really really worried now ='(
theres like a possibility that i'll get
retainedit's like. i can already hear the sound of the world collasping around me.. glass breaking into tiny bits and pieces. im such a sucker.
what the teachers said today are right. i shld have worked hard and harder throughout this year. term one and two were okay. i think i started to slack off like hell in term three. which is like supposed to be the most important?
i totally hate myself. the sickening me. i think people out there do too.
direction and
destination?